Third Eye Realm

I chose to come here after an invite from LutaWolf.She is one of my friends on WW.I am going through alot and have been since birth(I believe).My mother was killed when I was 4 and I witnessed it.My dad has been deceased from whet I know since  was 9,my maternal grandmother died of AIDS and my great grandmother died recently of lung cancer.I have had suicide attempts,and I have clinical depression.Some days are better than others and the most recent stress I have inflicted on myself and my family has made it worst.Sorry to blabber on about my issues ,I came here to kind of see where they were going.I dont really get out much so when I am home from school all I do is sit on the computer.I just have alot of pain in my heart - in my spirit that needs to be numbed.Or even cured..Hope I am able to form bonds here like I did on WW .You all take care and enjoy life.

Most of us on here have a similar history so don't lose hope. We've been there done that and worn that t-shirt.

thanks Luta for your word of kindness...you have made me feel very welcome here.