Third Eye Realm

GoddessAmaterasu] ok Annibelle

[GoddessAmaterasu] do i have permission toread you?

[Annibelle] yes

[GoddessAmaterasu] ok try and relax some

[GoddessAmaterasu] i can feel the tension

[Annibelle] ok

[GoddessAmaterasu] take 3 slow deep breaths

[Annibelle] 1

[Annibelle] 2

[Annibelle] 3

[GoddessAmaterasu] ok good

[GoddessAmaterasu] where did u get all thisfear, and confusion? besides what happened with your headmistress

[GoddessAmaterasu] thats what i sense

[GoddessAmaterasu] i mean

[GoddessAmaterasu] i worded that wrong

[Goddess Amaterasu]  lol

[Annibelle] i dontknow, and i dont know why just this moment i start to cry...

[GoddessAmaterasu] i feel self hatred, doubtwith your abilities

[GoddessAmaterasu] and the ability to standup for youself

[Annibelle] yes

[GoddessAmaterasu] and that your not worthy

[Annibelle] yes

[GoddessAmaterasu] (this is what your alsotold me fyi everyone)

[GoddessAmaterasu] i feel a fear towards thefuture

[GoddessAmaterasu] your job

[GoddessAmaterasu] and also quitting your oldone

[Annibelle] yea

[GoddessAmaterasu] your old job left you withalot of stress

[Annibelle] true

[GoddessAmaterasu] i can feel the relief fromwhen you quit

[Annibelle] yea

[GoddessAmaterasu] seems you have morestresses   lol

[Annibelle] chaooos  

[GoddessAmaterasu] your new job isnt sostressful?

[Annibelle] not atall

[GoddessAmaterasu] to get to that happyfeeling that you search for, take small steps, you've allready taken your firstone, and you can allready feel the difference, right?

[Annibelle] yes

[GoddessAmaterasu] there is concern forsomething

[GoddessAmaterasu] school?

[Annibelle] maybe...idont know

[GoddessAmaterasu] the fear you wont graduate,or do as good as you know you can?

[Annibelle] if youmean the new school...no

[GoddessAmaterasu] i feel alot of cautiontowards something

[GoddessAmaterasu] personal

[GoddessAmaterasu] someone new?

[Annibelle] caution?

[Goddess Amaterasu]umm... trying th think of another word...

[GoddessAmaterasu] another person.. but yourslightly fearful of getting to close, or making a mistake?

[Annibelle] yes

[GoddessAmaterasu] or saying something wrong

[GoddessAmaterasu] from what i can feel, yourreally confused with this person, you dont know what to do, or if u should askthat ? u really want answered?

[Annibelle] yes

[Annibelle] but noi dont really want answered

[GoddessAmaterasu] what i can tell you is totake everyday at a time, try not to think of all the bad you have atm, keepyourself relaxed. look at all the positive you have so far, look at theprogress

[GoddessAmaterasu] keeping so tense will makeyou feel terrible

[Annibelle] right

[GoddessAmaterasu] you have done right, i canfeel the fear that you dont know if u have done the right thing

[Annibelle] yes

[Annibelle] isthere something that i'm doing wrong? besides keeping tense?

[GoddessAmaterasu] keep reminding yourself,your here for you, not for other people to degrade or look down apon

[GoddessAmaterasu] no your not

[GoddessAmaterasu] its your life

[GoddessAmaterasu] your trying to do amillion things at once

[Annibelle] yes

[GoddessAmaterasu] you need to slow down

[GoddessAmaterasu] when u have a day off

[GoddessAmaterasu] make it a you day

[Annibelle] but peoplei care about expect from me, saying im better than that...

[GoddessAmaterasu] dont listen to them

[GoddessAmaterasu] listen to yourself

[GoddessAmaterasu] if you yourself know yourdoing all that you can at the best of your ability

[GoddessAmaterasu] then you know there wrong

[GoddessAmaterasu] family isnt always right

[Annibelle] yea

[GoddessAmaterasu] no one knows you better than you

[Annibelle] i keephaving this thought that goddess, spirits, think badly...or I dont know...theythink im not the right path or being not where I could be

[GoddessAmaterasu] they can only look at whatyou have done so far

[GoddessAmaterasu] they dont use the opnionsof others

[Annibelle] arethey mad at me?

[GoddessAmaterasu] that i cant say, but idont think they would be, theres no reason to

[Annibelle] or am Iconfusing my own ego with them?

[GoddessAmaterasu] i dont think you are

[GoddessAmaterasu] if the goddess was mad,you'd certainlly know it   lol

[Annibelle]  lol

[Annibelle] yea imjust stupid   lol

[GoddessAmaterasu] any questions?

[GoddessAmaterasu] no you’re not

[GoddessAmaterasu] your smarter than u think

[GoddessAmaterasu]   lol

[Annibelle] is thatright?  

[GoddessAmaterasu] yep

[Annibelle] ahhh

[Annibelle] ok

[Annibelle] i havea question

[GoddessAmaterasu] ok

[Annibelle] whatshould I do to get my head in order?

[GoddessAmaterasu] meditate

[Annibelle] no cando amigo... cant even focus

[Annibelle] itsdriving me crazy by the way

[GoddessAmaterasu] take a long bubble bathand think

[Annibelle] ok

[GoddessAmaterasu] dont put others opnion inyour own thoughts

[GoddessAmaterasu] just your own

[Annibelle] are myintestins problems over?

[Annibelle] dumb questioni know

[GoddessAmaterasu] that i have no idea on

[Annibelle] ok

[GoddessAmaterasu] from the feels if it

[GoddessAmaterasu] yes

[GoddessAmaterasu] cuz my stomach aintcramping

[GoddessAmaterasu]   lol

[Annibelle] good  lol

[Annibelle] since iquit this job, i was a lot better but thats logical

[GoddessAmaterasu] and emotionally better aswell

[GoddessAmaterasu] your nerves aren’t so shot

[GoddessAmaterasu]   lol

[Annibelle]  lol

[GoddessAmaterasu] any other questions?

[Annibelle] whatablities u see that i should espacially develop right now?

[Annibelle] thatsthe last question

[GoddessAmaterasu] from the feeling imgetting, i can totally be wrong, but u have like a 5th sense, you knowsomething bad is about to happen right before it does

[GoddessAmaterasu] and others

[GoddessAmaterasu] im not the best to ask

[Annibelle] yea ifeel some things in advance

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[Annibelle] possiblemind reader ?

[GoddessAmaterasu] i dont know

[Annibelle] ok

[GoddessAmaterasu] thanks for letting me readyou   hugs

 [Goddess Amaterasu] imthe wrong person to ask

[Annibelle] thankyou for reading me hun hugs

[Annibelle] and the advices